I had management ask if I could pass a drug test if I took one today.
I said yes.
I’m actually really proud of that.
I’ve been clean since 2009 and some days…er, most days I miss it. But it had been a little over a year and I started smoking (weed) again (relapse if you will..) and I was way too paranoid and I didn’t enjoy it at all. I’m sure that’s how it would be now and I think that’s what deters me from starting again. Although..I wasn’t medicated or out of control while I smoked and that’s what makes me want to again. I know it sounds nuts but to each his own.
Idk..that’s where I’m at today.