Memories Take Us Back. Dreams Take Us Forward.

Las Vegas native married to a former Marine.
Taking it one day at a time, raising two miracle babies.
I am struggling with Depression, Bipolar Disorder, Onychophagia (compulsive nail biting) and recovering from Self Harm. These are my stories and this is my recovery. If you want, you're welcome to join me.

Living one day at a time, enjoying one moment at a time, accepting hardship as a pathway to peace.
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Sometimes littles create the best words.


Raw toast is my favorite…

spray scream..

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Why yes, Plus Size Brand, I would love to buy a shapeless white tshirt with some huge lettering and an animal print.

no plus size person ever (via femmadilemma)

"Such fine quality, and only $30! What a deal!"
- an additional zero people

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anxiety is terrible, you could be having an attack and no one would even know because it’s an inward thing. it feels like you’re malfunctioning and you can’t process your own thoughts. you get a knot in your stomach and you can’t take a full breath but…

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And when you choose a life partner, you’re choosing a lot of things, including your parenting partner and someone who will deeply influence your children, your eating companion for about 20,000 meals, your travel companion for about 100 vacations, your primary leisure time and retirement friend, your career therapist, and someone whose day you’ll hear about 18,000 times.

Intense shit.


I hate going back and forth for a while on whether or not to unfollow someone and then you finally do and you feel bad but at the same time you’re like no this was the right decision I’m so sorry you’ll sort of be missed k bye


  • if you are a vegan
  • great!
  • tell me and i will never serve you meat and/or try to question you about it
  • but if you ever
  • ever
  • tell me that im a killer
  • or try to make me feel bad
  • for eating meat
  • i
  • will
  • eat
  • you

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never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety never make fun of someones anxiety

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Interesting how we’re always hearing how shameful and irresponsible it is to be a teen mom.

But we never hear the same messages directed at teen dads.

Or even the words “teen dad”.

It’s almost like society demonizes women’s sexuality and sexual choices while absolving men of all sexual responsibility and judgement.

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Okay, so this whole binge eating thing is a lot worse than I really thought.

I had In N Out for lunch and like three hours later I ordered Chinese food, a lot of food and stuffed my face. Then went to dinner a few hours later. I eat so much during the day. Maybe that’s not the definition of a binge? Please, correct me if I’m wrong. I eat when I’m hungry and I eat when I’m bored. The one thing I have a hard time with are chips and cereal. I’ll eat a whole bag of chips in one sitting or a half a box of cereal. I eat until I’m uncomfortably full.

I feel if I admit that to a therapist she’ll want to place me into an inpatient program. Do they do that? I can’t be away from my kids like that. I have to see them every day. I have to hold them and love them. I have the feed them and bathe them and play with them. I can’t be locked away. I don’t want to be locked away. I know I can fight this, I just need help but I don’t know where to look. I feel if I continue this way, the kids will pick it up as a habit and gain (unhealthy) weight or be afraid of food. I know my actions will always have an impact on them whether it be positive or negative.

I don’t know..
That’s where I’m at today.



Nailed it.




Nailed it.


did-you-kno: is a company that is hired to send a gallon of cow, elephant or gorilla poop to a person’s friend or enemy anonymously.





this won’t get 1% of the women’s version of this post. 

the world we live in, and people in general don’t care about men. we are pretty much robots who aren’t allowed to show emotion. we’re taught from a young age that boys don’t cry. 

fact is women are sexualised, men are idealised. because men can’t be raped because they’re big and strong right? right? yea, pretty much the idiots view of living. 

signal boost this shit

reblogging because I cannot stand when people act like women are the only things in the world

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